Another year is about to come to an end...on the 27^th Jan 2013 it will have been 4 years since Jordan Herewini’s life was horrifically taken from him. My beautiful friend Anita has not been in the world for two years. I still grieve intensely for both of them. I stopped posting on my blog a while ago and haven’t really returned to it until today. Mostly because I felt that there was nothing to say. Being me I questioned what I was saying, believing that what I was wrote about was already being said so why bother? I have felt for a while that I was pushing shit up hill. Still do not feel amazing so much pain and sadness in the world and so much work to be done to change it…but I have meet some amazing people over the past year. People committed to a different way of living and being in the world. So I will start writing again because it takes all our voices to bring about change…