If we want to understand why people take their lives then it is to their words, visions or lack of, spells and incarnations we might look to understand.
A very, very close and extremely loved friend wrote the following piece before taking her life.
This possible future of mine with no partner and not
children, is not the future I envision for myself. It is not what I would
choose for myself either. But its seems that it is something I have to accept.
It would be nice if I had the first clue about how to go
about that!
I have reached a point where I can see that all over the
world all the time people are coming to terms with a life that is not part of
the plan, Learning to live with disease, with sudden poverty, with the loss of
a child or partner. So I know that this isn't unique to me. which is something.
Advance ye soul.
I think that I can accept. I'm not sure that I am ready to
make peace. And until I do that I don't know that I will be able to live
comfortably. Acceptance only goes so far to create a sense of well-being in
ones life. Especially when it's kinda grudging and involves lots of flailing
about crying 'why me' and so on. Hokay. Sigh. So for the learning.
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